Marina Judenich

From thoughts if happens so that there is I absolutely one and is not present
Any hindrances from the outside, the same dream suddenly overtakes me absolutely unexpectedly and
Not by time, a dream deep and long, without dreams Having regained consciousness after it, I
I feel always broken and tired, as if in its darkness, while mind
Slept, the soul washing worked hard and sadly.
This morning doctor Rezner removes to me the next portion of seams and remains
It is happy.
- Should tell, your operation was not from lungs for both of us - me
It was necessary to tinker fairly, and you, first., as it seemed to me, transfer
It it is not so easy But - with pleasure I ascertain: regarding you - was mistaken.
Unexpectedly I recollect somewhere the heard or read story
The surgeon how it is a lot of the interesting and unexpected is uttered by people on
Operational table first minutes of action of a narcosis the Hope is very insignificant,
But suddenly doctor Rezner can help somehow to me with a solution of my dream or
The present vision I again as during first our meeting I test
Suddenly inflow of trust and almost love to this clever, ironic person and
спрашиваю:.
- Tell, the doctor, I spoke something under a narcosis?.
- Alas, no. Your secrets remained at you, do not worry At me on
Table patients do not talk Know why? - Are afraid!. - it it is loud and
Somehow very youngly, in a boyish way laughs, and then already seriously explains,
- As a rule my operations last long - till some hours in succession, a narcosis in
This case it is given by means of a mask, that at all as you understand, deprives
My client of possibility to have a talk with me during operation Why you
Have asked about it?.
So it is simple, - I again fluctuate also desire to tell to it if not all that
At least some part from this, that I while he modeled my new worried
The person, is very great In memory besides the read book emerges for a long time
One American - in it it has collected memoirs of several tens of people,
Gone through All of them spoke clinical death about any corridor or
The tunnel to which got, there was something, to be remembered, and about the died
Relatives and about light, but in my opinion all of them saw it in difference from me
Somewhere in the end of the tunnel Strange, but it comes to all to me mind only
Now In general it is thought to me now much easier, than usually - and I решаюсь:.
- Tell, instead of whether was at me clinical death?.
- What that - that - that?! - it is ready and will become angry and to burst out laughing
Simultaneously At least, my question has not left its indifferent, it
Precisely, - anything to itself, lovely specification Ask directly: the doctor, and you,
Casually, did not kill me slightly, while an essence yes business? That it has come to you in
Head?.
I am silent and I start to regret already that has given in to a minute impulse But